I've been wanting to go to therapy but dont have the money to pay for it. Im not working because I hurt my back and have something going on with my lungs and just barely got to go to the doctor. Also, when I mention it, my husband makes it seem like I'm over reacting. He always makes me feel like I'm overreacting whenever I try to talk about how I feel. It hurts even more, I need him to be there for me but our marriage has gotten pretty bad since my Mom passed away. It wasnt very good before either. Everything is just so messed up right now, when my husband and I first started dating it was wonderful. He made me feel so special and important. Like he wanted me to be part of his life. He used to text all the time from work to see how my day was going. We used to do things together like work on the house, I really believed that he cared. A couple years ago everything changed and since my Mom passed away he never texts me, if I text him he'll answer 3 or 4 hours later if I'm lucky. He works later by a couple hours and even started working on the weekend. When I try to talk to him hes really snappy if he answers at all. And if I talk about my Mom and it makes me cry, he just stares at his phone. I feel so alone and dont understand why he's being like this in the time I need him most. I dont have many friends and my registration on my car is expired. He controls all the money since he makes it and wont give me the money to get it registered so I'm stuck in my Moms house everyday all day.