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Originally Posted by HALLIEBETH87
I'm trying to be well. Trying to be happy and at peace but I'm not.
At the same time I'm waiting to hear if I got the job-I am also under Ssdi review (just happened to show up at the same time) AND Im losing my t I'm really close to. I'm anxious and sick 24/7. Threw up earlier. I'm trying to be ok and be there for those I care about but I'm just really struggling. I didn't even tel my t today how much I'm struggling. Things are so uncertain and scary right now and I'm filled with self-doubt and dread. The music is back circling in my head on a loop-so annoying. I can't sleep or I sleep too much. I panic. I'm sick with anxiety and life in general.
I really don't want a new t.
I just wanna run away from life.
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I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. It all sounds nerve racking to me. I hope you hear soon about your job. The SSDI review will go smoothly and I hope you find a therapist who you really click with. Take a deep breath and take one step at a time. Hang in there. Hope you start feeling better soon. Best wishes.
