I'm sorry you are having that problem. Do you have a therapist who can help you through this so you can be the best possible version of yourself you can be? It's rude and insensitive for people to comment on your family's looks and not yours. Remember, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I've seen beautiful people turn very unattractive once I got to know them and vice versa.

I do understand how you feel though. I feel the same way about my looks. I hope you find a tdoc to help you out. You shouldn't have to carry this around. Best wishes.