Thank you guys for your responses. I continued to be very upset this morning and cried all the way to work. I had intended to leave him alone until our next session, but I can't handle how much this hurts. So I left him a voicemail trying to explain what I'm feeling. I just thought it was not good to leave it like this for two weeks. I'm so upset that I can't eat, and that could trigger my anorexia. A couple years ago I had an abandonment crisis and ended up so thin I had to go into treatment. He was with me through that, so he should know how extreme my reactions can be to things like this. I don't know if calling was the right thing to do, and I don't know what will happen when he calls back. I'm in so much pain right now.