There really is no one in my life who supports me except the few people here who have responded with kindness like you. The really sad part is in early march my mom and other family members tried too have me committed even though my therapist told them not too. When the therapist found out what they tried to do. They called the police on me hoping I would be upset and not cooperate with them, but it didn't work. The police contacted my therapist. I had to detach from my family because there is a good chance my ex-wife would have moved in to my house. This really had a negative affect on me.