I feel very alone....as a teen...

I've never been quite the teenager most are...I never have been really rebellious, sexual, curious, rather dull and wise while my body is young and wild.

I feel very alone at school, very alone period because I have no real teenage life....honestly I want to have regrets of rebellion...well all I"ll have is regrets of life....teenage life....and in my case not expereicning it.

Anyone Else feel this way???