Don't worry T, I won't bother you any more. We will keep this to the bare minimum that it has to be. You definitely said that word. Now your saying that it isn't that. The last straw of........something (not hope but maybe happiness) that I was holding onto, broken.

I didn't realise that you not wanting to continue was even on the cards, but the fact that you said that you did want to makes me feel like you not wanting to was actually a possibility. Hmmmm.

This is tough isn't it. I wish I had never brought it all up. This is why I stay silent. This is why I don't share. This is why I isolate.

I think I will go back to that place. It is easier. It is safer. It hurts me and others less.

Thanks.