I talked it over with my husband, and he believes this T isn't qualified to handle me. T specializes in addiction, and I have that plus bipolar disorder, anxiety disorder, PTSD, and anorexia. My husband says my T probably still doesn't know how to handle me after all these years because I change so much due to the bipolar disorder. He thinks this is too confusing for someone unqualified to work with it. Maybe he's right. It just breaks my heart to think of leaving. I'm so attached.