welcome tclark! i'm glad you found us. you're not alone in your feelings.

i'm sorry you're feeling so sad, secluded and judged. it sounds like you are depressed...very much so. have you thought about contacting a therapist or seeing your dr and telling him/her what's going on...in full detail? she/he could refer you to a therapist and maybe try some meds to help you through this very difficult time.

do you know of something that has brought this about? or has it just come about on its own?

at any rate, i'm glad you've come here. this community is full of wonderful support.

please let us know what you're thinking about talking to someone?

be safe,

kd