Hi guys I need a bit of help.. this year I've had to be put under three times for surgery related hospitalization. Short story is I have cerebral palsy and I had one of my most major surgery of my life in January. After I had to spend weeks in the hospital and then had two emergency surgeries one of which was two days ago. I don't know how to cope I keep having fits of anxiety because of going through anesthesia and find myself panicking at random times because I went through so many extensive surgeries and rehab in such a short period of time. I went through so much pain and discrimination and I'm afraid of having to go through it again and just the fact that I did go through it means I could go through it again. My friends dont know how to help me with these random fits.. help?