I can't remember the date. It is all a blur. I went to my graduation party. There were a lot of people there. I knew almost everyone. When...



It took months to work through this. I only...



If you can say there was something good about this it has to be my angel. She was the gift that has made this nightmare bearable. When she was born my life changed. It was the healing I needed. The reason why I am sane. She is filled with joy and happiness and I love her. I can't image life without her.

I have flashbacks and security issues. I suppose My home is a small Fort Knox. I never answer the door unless you call me first to let me know you are coming. I sleep with a gun under the pillow and have weapons hidden all over the house. But overall I am doing well.