Also I would suggest you look up "Child Emotional Neglect" or "CEN" because it is highly probable that this is what you have had to deal with in your life. There are some amazing resources on PC if you head over to the "CEN" forums and check out the Psych Central blog.

There are also a number of amazing people on here that you could talk to and befriend in the meantime so that you don't feel completely alone. I know it's not the same as having somebody in real life to hang out with but it's better than having nobody.

As much as I hate to admit it, I would probably be lost without PC. If it wasn't for some of these people on here, I would probably be either dead, in prison, or in a psyche ward right now. When I first came here, I was completely lost in the darkness. Up until maybe a few months ago, life was an outright struggle for me. It took some of the advice and help I have received here for me to pull through.