Sweet Crusader~ LOL Yeah I thought about that too when I said that . Glad you liked it so well!!Thanks for your support

Rapunzel~ Thanks so much for your support!! And encouragement too!!

Wisewoman~ Thanks also for your support. I have tried to talk about these options with my dad but he refuses them . I think its got alot to do with the pride thing that some men have. Sorry to the guys on this site, dont mean anything by that , just saying how my dad is ok?
But yeah ,I would welcome that help if he would agree to it.

Dalila~ It is wonderful to have such a great T!!! I have always felt he had my best interests at heart . Thanks for your prayers too!

SkyBdark~Thanks for your well wishes. Keep your chin up ok?

And Silver~ Advice given is well taken when and if you are ready to take it. I am glad to have you as a friend here. And I think when the time is right your gonna be ready to take your advice too. It may be hard for you to think about these things cause of all the stress you've been under. Give yourself some time to absorb it and something will come to that wonderful mind of yours.

I am so fortunate to have all of you to help me thru this and support me. Thanks so much from the bottom of my heart. And you know I have notice alot more of you have looked at this thread too , but were not able to post , but have given me support in chat, Thanks for that too!! Every little bit is important to me. I went the whole day today with out SIing.ANd I tell you the things that have worked for me today that are on your list Silver~ talking to friends, I shopped some more, Driving in between there too, playing music ~ that is something i love anyways~ And my nightly bubble bath. It was a matter I think of keeping my mind busy and out of trouble!! SO as far as I can tell, I think something here worked. At least it seemed so. I know this is the first of many days but I am taking it one day at a time here. Thanks again for your support everyone!!

Hugz~
Tryin