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Old Jun 24, 2017, 06:55 PM
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I think I'm starting to go crazy again.

This morning at the campus dining hall I went to bring back my dishes. I suddenly realized that there are two sets of stairs next to the dish return. These stairs lead down to another room. Someone was putting a perception filter on me so that I never noticed the stairs until now. I think because there is something special for me to learn downstairs. I was too creeped out to go though.

Stuff like this has been going on all week; this is just an example. It feels like my world is changing into another dimension. All these new messages and signs for me tell me what to do. I'm also getting auditory/visual hallucinations and sensory overload.

I'm meeting temporary tdoc again on Wednesday, but he told me I can get in touch if I need to before then. I don't think I need to, but it's good to know I have that option.
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
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