to give some background, I was bullied a lot throughout my life in various ways mostly by males. I was sexually harassed and assaulted 3 years ago. I think this has really messed with me. I am scared of people in general but especially the intimacy involved within relationships- the emotional and mostly the physical parts. I cant even cuddle with my best friend (a female) of 10 years without having a panic attack. idk what is wrong with me? I know its anxiety and everything but I just hate it so much. idk what to do bout it. any advice would be appreciated on how to over come this. (also I just started taking medication so hopefully that will help)