I share your weight.

I use beer as a numbing factor. I don't drink to get drunk, I use it to take me to the point that I can not be there if things are not good.

I also have eating issues. I don't really understand them. When I was younger it was more serious. These days it's more of just not wanting to eat.

May I just say that I understand on some level and it gives me courage to hear you.

Addictions are distractions from what I need to face. Simple to say, but hard to wrap my mind around.