I think I need someone to like... hold my hand through this and guide me because I'm so lost and I don't trust myself to make the right decision. And to be honest I feel like I'm living the same day over and over again because of how isolated I am, because of my disabilities, and because of the abuse and memory problems.
Would it be better to get a therapist, and try signing up for some online and in-school community college classes, even though It's really hard for me to function because of fibromyalgia? Or would it be better to leave first?

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