Yes it matters!!!! the age dosent matter, but YOUR feeling do!!!!! Please try and ask for help? you are sooooo worth it.
Im in kind of a funk right now, but i keep lurking and sitting on these boards because they are the best people in the world....why? they GET IT!!!!!! You sound like you have a lot going on right now. Any way we can help? You can privately post to me as well ok?

Please check back and let us know you are ok?
(((((((((hugs)))))))))
Colleen