Ofeelia,

I'm so sorry your feeling so lost and felt the need to do that. I feel so deeply for your feeling so bad and so pained. I don't understand what you have been through but I know that you are here and want to find some help and we chatted earlier and you are a lovely person whom I hope to see and chat to here again and again.

We like the same music, we have had a similar life experience. I have no advice to offer on how to ease your pain as I have none for myself.

What I do offer is tolerance and patience and an ear if you ever need one. Someone to yell at or cry with and perhaps sing with? I am not a doctor, I am not a medical professional in any sense of the world, but as a fellow "survivor" yes we have survived thus far and there are people here who can sit with us and share for a moment a less isolated world - please stay and let us puddle through the next few moments together.