It just dawned on me this morning I have this history of pushing social interaction away. I no longer see any friends from my youth other than 1 friend from high school. Over the years I had made new friends, joined several social groups only to get a feeling of being too closed in by it and therefor faze myself out of the group. I'm wondering if it's typically a result of depressive/anxious symptoms I've experienced.

Any thoughts? Similar experience?