T,
I know I told you last time that I hated my ED and I wanted to get better. But I changed my mind, I love my ED, I never want to recover.
I don't want to lie to you. But I'm afraid if I tell you the truth, you will say someething like "I can't treat someone who doesn't want to get better," or worse, make me go to ED inpatient treatment or something.
I just want to have my ED in peace, and still get to be with you. I hope those aren't mutually exclusive.
Love, Annie