I hate attention and talking to people. But I get soooo jealous and absolutely hate when the focus isn't on me. (From my mom anyways)

Just yesterday my brother had to go to the ER and now everyone is babying him and paying attention to him.

Most of the time no one, besides my mom, cares about the problems I have and just ignore them.

I know I'm acting childish, but my mom is ignoring me and I just feel so alone and neglected.