You have some very real needs which you feel have to wait. Your needs have to wait even longer now since your brother needed ER services and the budget is strapped.
I can understand you having some feelings of neglect. You wait a very long time to have your needs met, over and over again. You've shown incredible patience.
It would be nice if there was a rapid response to meeting your needs.
How do you deal with the feelings that come up for you?
I know you need medication. You likely have other needs, too.
Keep advocating for your needs to be met.

WC