i feel so alone

so isolated

but so surrounded

im suffocating

drowning

i dont even know myself anymore

pretending to be a person i dont know

just so the world around me accepts me as the person before them

i don't know what else to do...

i don't know what is becoming of me...

i just have to keep pretending that everything is ok...

because i don't know what is wrong, besides me

i am wrong, all wrong...

who am i? what am i doing here...

i think it doesnt really matter

its becoming just a game, an empty meaningless game

you are who the people see you as, nothing more, nothing less

no sustenance

no filling

a mirror

a reflection of peoples desires

a chameleon...

master of disguise ...

pain, walking dead

not even knowing my own desires, confusion

walking in circles, yet floating .. standing still

getting no where

with only 1 true desire known

to know one self... yet will always be out of reach

never to be known... a foggy misunderstanding

trying to let go, because there is no point in fighting it

it will always be out of my reach...

i'll just grow more confused the more i try...

it just needs to be accepted

somethings can't be understood...

oneself being the ultimate...

i just feel so meaningless

without purpose

a no-body...

but an every-body...

i am no-one... but i am who-ever you want me to be...

i guess that is all for now