indeed

i dont have the desire or urge to cut at all now... it goes away and i feel awful about doing it... the scars dont go away and are a terrible reminder...

i never understand why i do it... but i struggle with the stupid addictions and mental illness that makes my personality change i guess...

are you doing okay now?

distractions are what works most for me... distractions distractions distractions...
but i have ADHD and as long as i can keep my mind racing on other things i can hopefully keep my mind off the cutting when the urge comes