bioChE... I'm not going to Egypt until August, so I have some time to get better. That and the university I'll be at apparently has good counseling services (into from someone I trust with personal experience). I think I'll be able to get good care there.

But as for now, it feels like my reality has been replaced with another one that looks the same but isn't. I keep getting "messages" from random things trying to communicate that the rules for this reality are different. I feel like I need to be a detective to figure out this new world.