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Originally Posted by ~Tsunami
You say you feel an inner powerlessness, and that you experience inner censorship. Can you explain this more? Like how do you censor yourself? I am really interested in knowing what your experience is because I often have difficulty expressing how I feel. Take care.
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For example I'm thinking of getting a tattoo but I just feel I'm not allowed to do it, like I am ashamed to do it and it's not because I think tattoos are shameful it's because I feel I'm not allowed, I don't have the right.
Or I feel an inner bock of even thinking about what I would like, who I am.
Sometimes it's just a feeling like "don't even try to think for yourself, you're not allowed, so rather just don't".
It's like a constant bully in my head that laughs at you while keeping you down.
Hard to explain.