tclark,

the breakup of a relationship can be devastating! no wonder you're feeling so alone, secluded, scared and depressed. allow yourself to grieve, but do as much as you can each day...even if it's just a few things. if you can...

please follow through with your doctor and think about seeing a therapist. it sounds like your depression has gotten to the point where you need some help with it...physically and emotionally.

and, of course, keep coming here and talking. we can relate with most things. keep loving on that precious little two year old, and make plans for helping yourself.

kd