I can relate to the way you feel. But if you think this is bad. Can you imagine what hell is like? That is
why I changed my mind.

I am also hurting really bad due to family.But I know that
God is always watching and taking care of me,even though sometimes we feel all alone.

I hope that you can see the beauty in little things.

take care of yourself and believe it or not there are nice,
good people in the world.

I hope you feel better.