I know this might sound trivial but all the while i feel like being mocked, ridiculed, slandered by strangers. There are a number of occasions where i caught someone talking bad, laughed at and mock me. I know i am very socially awkward, but these people relentlessly take advantage of every situation where i screwed up the way i talk by mimicking my voice.
I even noticed theres a neighbor living opposite me taking photo of me. I also hear laughters and my name being called everytime i am near the window where other neighbors are able to notice me.
All these taunting need to stop, yet it still get worst over time. My family during the past year had to move out once because of a neighbor dispute that cause me to be institutionalized. Yet this "new" house is starting to give me problems.
I dont know how to cope, my psychiatrist diagnose me with schiz because she thought i'm just hearing "voices", yet all these medications are useless in dealing with the main problem, yet my anxiety still exist. This issue also caused me to lose my job. I feel like taking revenge and settle it once and for all regardless of the circumstance, but yet i'm too hesitant and helpless.