I'm in a break right now with T due to my vacation/her vacation/scheduling difficulties. I understand what you mean when you say that you know you will make it - but you need your T. Our Ts understand us in a way that others in our lives don't. My T knows things about me and my past that my husband doesn't even know. And because she knows those things, she is uniquely able to support me in ways that others in my life can't. I can call/text/email my T during this break...but....it's just not the same, is it? It's just not the same as the time spent sitting across from T in the same room. It's just not. I'm sorry you are in this situation. Keep posting, and know you aren't alone.
Doogie