Dear MC,
In my dream last night, I totally forgot about our appointment and didn't realize it until hours later. Granted, there was a lot going on in that dream, so it kinda makes sense that I forgot. But I'm pretty sure, unless there was some sort of emergency going on, or if we rescheduled the appointment for a strange time, I guess, that I'd never just forget about an appointment with you. I almost want to apologize for dreaming about it--how pathetic is that?
That said, still not sure which thing to talk about today, assuming H doesn't have anything pressing. More stuff about D? Stuff about the transference? Or dare I bring up the physical intimacy with H stuff that I talked about with T a couple weeks ago? Guess I'll just see how I feel when I get there...and how much I feel like staring at the rug, which is where I tend to look if we discuss physical intimacy--certainly not at you...I guess that makes sense because of the whole paternal transference thing.
Anyway, hope to see you in 2 hours to talk about...something.
Love,
LT
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