That's how I feel right now, like the world (well, my world) is ending. It's all over for me. I've started down the path to destruction. I never stood a chance.

There's someone hacking into my mind/body and draining all my energy. They're also putting in some minor SI/SH thoughts. The world is an alternate universe. No one is else is really here.

I have emailed my doctors, but no response yet. I see tdoc on Wednesday.