I'm so lost and I hate not understanding what's going on inside my own body and head. I've recently been diagnosed with bipolar 1 after having what my process and I thought was a hypomanic episode following treatment for my depression and anxiety. Towards the end of the episode mild hallucinations accompanied it. So up went my dx from bp2 to bp1 with rapid cycling.

What's bothering me is I understand hypomania the euphoric high effect and the crushing lows of depression but right now.. I'm over sleeping (may be the abilify my odor increased because of recent ep) yet I'm full of energy doing everything I did before Over talking with no filter, recklessness, overspending, never ending energy, mild hallucinations and everything's brighter and I'm forgetting to go to bed and eat, and just so much more. But I'm yelling and snapping I have little paitence for anything. I'm restless and dealing with severe psychomotor agitation and my anxiety (which was all but gone now) is back every morning..

My dr says its me going into hypomania but.. something just doesn't feel right this doesn't feel the same. I'm lost any advice?