I keep many things from my T including my whereabouts and what I do and don't do. I'm very generalized. When I speak there's not so much detail. At one point I was trying to become more open but it's a trust thing for me. I have to make sure that my T is really listening and consistent with it. If I feel that I don't have her full undivided attention while in session then I can't share my deepest trust. I feel like a fool doing so. Her behavior recently caused me to pull away.