My Support Forums - View Single Post - Dear T: I need to tell you something, but I don't know how. Part XXV

Jun 27, 2017, 07:03 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Demunie

5th/6th grade teacher,
School counselor,
T I had as a child

You destroyed my life. I would have been perfectly fine without you and your stupid nonsense questions.

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and seriously. If you really think a girl is being abused, and don't just want to destroy her life, you don't leave her without support because she doesn't talk with you while her parents are being present. Just saying

Dear ex-T,
Yeah... at least you didn't make things worse

T,
Stop making me question all the good memories of my family. My family is and always has been perfectly fine. Yes, we are weird (and I'm obviously the weirdest one). But noone has ever done anything wrong. Ever.

Hugs. That school counsellor really didn't help.

As for current T, gentle hugs to you. The TW stuff is my story, you don't have to read it if you don't want to.

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For a long time I said to T my family was fine. I'd tell her stuff which she said horrified her but it was just humorous anecdotes to me so her reactions surprised me.

But everyone had depression or anxiety problems. Everyone had felt suicidal. My younger brother even asked me when he was 19. That doesn't come from a healthy family, T said. I had to acknowledge the parents hurt me, and yes hurts can be done in a healthy family too.

But the hurts are deep for me, for my siblings. A brother traumatised me because of his hurts, because he was maltreated, it wasn't his fault he hurt me...I said that to T. Then she said I'd been maltreated too.

It took me months to whisper the "was it A(buse)?" qn after writing that qn hundreds of times in letters to T. I still can't really say it aloud.