had to reply to this title.....

cyran0 what little time I have spent here at pc..since I have only found it recently...you seem to be one of the most compassionate..thoughtful people I have seen......

so even if you did commit suicide...i dont think you'd go to hell..and if everything you post is true to your heart and God does send you to hell..I insist that he sends me as well !!!!!!!! since I dont want anything to do with a God like that

on another note....it is a common misconception that suicide is a ticket to hell

if the bible is correct as most seem to think.......it says that blasphemy of the holly ghost is the only unforgivable sin..

I may have done this...not sure though since there is only one example of this in the bible...which I've not done

and Jesus had to be present when it happened...so hopefully for me...God has made it impossible for us to do...unless Jesus preforms a miracle with the holy ghost and we say it is by the hands of belsabob.....and not the holy ghost....like the example in the bible

Eddie