Granted those who have read my story know I've had the WORST form of experience with this, so I know I am not impartial, but just knowing how brutal the longing is, I'm wondering if it might be best for you to break away from this therapist rather than trying to "work through" it. I don't know if I have seen that work out for anyone on this board so far. Has it? Please feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.

I spent 3.5 years with my life completely revolving around this man and counting the minutes until I saw him again. I had NO life. I missed out on so much. I am still missing him but waking up a little each day to how unhealthy he was for me. I'm not saying that your T is exploitative or abusive in the way that mine was, but I DO know the torture of dedicating time, energy, and money to a relationship with someone that you can't be with, and it is so brutal.