Well, I have depression after depression with short periods in between. Last time I went to the doctor she said that I probably need to stay on medication for the rest of my life. I don't know what to feel, one part of me is freaking out and hates the meds and another part is thankfull for her telling the truth.

I realise I can't go without meds at the moment but still I hope to do so sometimes in the future.

How do one embrace the fact that medication will always be apart of life?