I just finished being a teen, and I've never been one who's prone to rebellion. I never drank with friends or went to parties until I came to university! Sometimes it really sucks to feel different, but you're really not. Maybe your "teenage attitude" will never come, or maybe it will come later. Right now though, just be glad you're not out causing mischief. It's hard being an outsider a lot of the time though... I still have that!

Feel better soon ((((((((((Dustin)))))))))))))