push pull...

maybe just be upfront... that way if rejection happens you can push her away that way...

thats what i have been doing ultimately... it hurts either way i have found out...

becoming attached hurts... pushing away hurts... pursuing hurts...

it just hurts, its gonna hurt... its gonna be scary...

its just boring and tiresome and painful being lonely...

maybe break the monotony... go for a walk, talk to her, maybe it will be fun...

she seems interested in you, none the less right...

i am not good at advice... not in a good place to give advice... and god knows (lol i dont believe in god) that i shouldnt give relationship advice...

but what is there to lose...? more loneliness?

i would be afraid... either way... afraid of being alone... afraid of being with someone...
but its so boring and painful being alone

just stop thinking about it so much and go for it....

think too long, you think wrong... stop thinking and just do