Your school should have a disability services office. Go there and talk to a counselor about getting accommodations. You have a chronic illness, and there's no one to blame for that, not even yourself.

I'm finally stable for a while, though some of the side effects are rather annoying. I'm restarting with 2 classes this term. I've been stressed out but it's working out so far. This is the time of year where my depression gets bad so I'm hoping to keep going until classes end in August. I'll see my pdoc then and figure out what to do next.