I am really sorry that I am so difficult. I am so confused about the truth. You are telling me it is normal to cry and my parents hit me with belts for crying. You are telling me that what my cousin done was wrong but he keeps telling me I better not tell anyone. I am scared to give you anymore details because I don't know what would happen if he found out I told you what he done. What if I slip and tell him I am in therapy. It really scares me. I don't want to do EMDR because I don't want to talk to any of this to anyone else. I just can't.