All the time.... when I am stable I wonder what all the fuss is about.... I mean if I am this good then why do I take the meds and why do I feel soooo good. But then I do something stupid and then I go there is my answer. But I mostly sit at hypo-mania most of the time so I see the bright-side to life. I don't really get depressed anymore the meds seem to dissolve that side to the Bipolar. I have wondered if I had Borderline Personality Disorder but I think its always been Bipolar. Then when I have stopped my meds I am like woohoo I can do this I am fine now a-days. I have kinda stopped my meds now and no-one has noticed wonder how long I can last without it being noticeable. I mean I am meant to still be taking them but you know how it is