Thanks, all of you. I've had a very quiet day, doing low key activities with my kids and just trying to keep myself relatively comfortable. I'm trying hard not to think about all of the things I'm leaving undone by taking this approach. There will be time for me to worry about that later.

Anyone else ever notice that if you sit very still, barely breathing, staring forward to a point a million miles away, you can become kind of numb? It works best if you're wrapped in a blanket. But the spell breaks if you move.

I think now I'm banking on the fact that I tend to cycle very quickly. I'm hoping to be back to a state of anxiety any second now. I handle anxiety better, I think. Or at least, the Cyran0 you all usually see is the anxious Cyran0. Hopefully we'll see him again soon.

I hope so. It's very hard to hang on.

Thanks again for all your support. I know so many of you are going through the same thing and it pains me that I have nothing to offer you at the moment. I feel dull and thick so my advice wouldn't be very insightful anyway.

Goodnight and good luck.

Cyran0