Ugh - i was at work. worked 2-10:30 today. I got through. It was soooooooooooo busy (today's like the 2nd biggest shopping day after thanksgiving) that i thankfully didn't have time to get near a razor blade. when i did need one, someone else cut the box for me (i felt like i was being protected by unseen forces). I know i would have used it.

Thank you all for the support - it means a lot. I haven't been this tired since I don't know when - i honestly through my body would just shut down and black out at one point.

I am safe right now. Thank you ((((((((hugs all))))))
kiya