...or rather it lacking. It bums me out some. I sed to have pretty good communication. I've now been with 3 T's.. well 4, but i don't count the first one. So of the three, the middle one was best. I could email, call, was encouraged to call when things were bad, was made to call daily when suicidal. We still email updates even though i don't see her because she still cares. my third one was ok about it. would respond to dire phone or email messages. could write what ever i wanted when ever.
now, my current one (#4) i really have no contact with ever. i can write email, but she only ever gets it right before my session. like 15 minutes before. I can call but chances are slim that i'll get a call back. i keep forgetting to find out what I should do if things get real bad (like last night and today). I almost called the crisis line for the center there, but i always pull myself out of it, thinking 'I'm not that bad off". i really must remember to ask her about that. it is terrible to think one is alone in the darkest times.
kiya