i am not into transference in a big way. mostly just a wish we could be friends thing but i just read a lot here and i keep wondering, if therapy is even worth it. honestly is it really helpful to keep getting new T's and getting attached and repeating the cycle? i am one and done, when i am done with this T, no more.

if i am very attached at that point, so be it. it's kinda the hard part of people with issues and not being able to really handle this stuff well. i am already dreading the end and it could be years away, i just hate feeling close to anyone at all and then them leaving. I'm almost sure ill have trust issues again when i leave.

anyway, i am sorry to OP that you are still going through this, you have been there a long time, i personally would either quit or just power through, not switch. there is always a chance you will attach to them to.

best of luck to you