I feel for him and yet I'm relieved
for his big brother. It must be very exhausting
for the sufferer and the carer.

They've put him in an isolation ward
and then he will go to a high security ward.
the time in May this year he jumped the wall
and walked home in the rain!

The relief to me is that he is getting care,and
yet it always feels like its not the right solution
for him either. He is 20 years old. During psychosis
he kept mentioning 1993 (when he was 6 yrs old)
and his grandmother (who died from mad cows disease)
and he wanted to talk to his uncle (1 of my brs.)
I feel really helpless living a 1000km away.

Come on time get us to our destination!(ackn re Yehehua)
but not before brnkrn returns
and not before there are any solutions!!!