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If it were psychosis some things would matter a very great deal. If the world having ended is very important, it might be psychosis, but it's rather benign, inconsequential, I'd say.
Do you think your thoughts are your own?
You're likely dissociating, but if it's not like some kind of scary impressionistic painting, it's just due to depression and not a problem. If it is like such a painting, you may want to seek immediate help. At any rate, it's just how you perceive the world. It's there if you perceive it. That it's distant is normal. What you perceive is still meaningful, you just don't see it right now.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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